Lately I my or may not have been a bit baby crazy. My cousin will be giving birth next month and I am beyond excited! I'm hosting her shower this weekend and I have gone all out for it lol What has caused me to write this post? I am currently watching were having a baby on TV and crying. Everyone who knows me, knows that my one and only dream is to be a mother. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE watching everyone else's littles and I adore being a step-mom even though its rare for us to get little man. Nothing compares to becoming pregnant, giving birth, and having your own flesh. Some don't realize how great they have it because they haven't had to go through what I have. Others have had it worse then me too. I guess you just couldn't ever understand if you haven't had to go through it just like you remind me constantly that I have no clue what its like to be a mom.
I fear I will always be infertile.
more like terrified.
PCOS is no joke. It can be a dream crusher. Not everyone is always lucky.
I just pray that I will be lucky.
I want nothing more then to have a baby with my husband.
I don't know what the future holds for me but I hope my dreams come true.
I may not be a mom but I'm the next best thing... A nanny, step-mom, aunt, cousin, & wife.
Happy 3rd Birthday Kille Daddy & I love you to the moon and back :)
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