Time to fess up!
I have been in a funk of sorts.
I have or feel like i have literally given up on myself.
You ever just feel like you need to get your shit together?
My time is now.
Today marks the end of the 3 month long challenge I have been hosting.
I am so proud of those ladies.
Hubby is glad for it to be over too since I have spent about $1000 total for it.
He is not one to spend money. That's my department.
I just feel like these women deserve so much more!
They worked so hard!
While I fell off the wagon... HARD.
Pretty much knowingly since the wedding.
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I have gained 20 pounds back.
I am ashamed & disappointed in myself.
I know what I want and what I have to do to get it so why am I not doing it?
Nov. 1st starts a new challenge this time I am a participant and not a host.
Cory and I will be getting back on track.
He has gained some too and he has to make tape in the Army or can be kicked out.
I need to believe I can do this again and stick with it.
There are so many reasons behind why and very little as to why I should stay the same.
God please help me.
Sorry for letting you all down.
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