I have been slacking big time.
I am not being the person I want to be or even thinking like the person I strive for these days.
Lets be honest. Since the wedding in June I have been depressed and packed on 30 pounds.
It was so nice having everyone together at once and I miss it.
I am having trouble bouncing back.
I derailed during that time.
I ate any and everything with no holds bard.
Totally derailing myself from my life change.
I keep telling myself its OK, I'm OK, and I'm not.
I am ashamed, disappointed and disgusted in myself.
I have GOT to change things around.
1. for myself.
2. for my family
3. for my unconceived child
4. for the self esteem
5. for the energy
6. for the progress
7. to be healed inside out
The holidays are here and this will be the hardest time for me.
I have faith I can make these changes, I have before, I can again.
I will never give up on myself.
Do better. Expect Better.
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